I went into a Lush for the first time today and I love all the small brightly colored and patterned.

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I went into a Lush for the first time today and I love all the small brightly colored and patterned objects but all that perfume really overstimulates me and smells bad to me.

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doth anyone want to watch Thor: ragnarok with me on rabbit dot com

change of plans I’m crying alone in my room and then washing the burst-a-capillary-in-my-nose-silently-screaming blood out of my blanket and then who the fuck knows

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hailmaryfullofgrace55675:

doth anyone want to watch Thor: ragnarok with me on rabbit dot com

change of plans I’m crying alone in my room and then washing the burst-a-capillary-in-my-nose-silently-screaming blood out of my blanket and then who the fuck knows

I’m fine, I just have emotional dysregulation, a fraught relationship with my mother, and not wanting to clean my room. clarifying for anyone worried.

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Anger is so successfully sublimated that girls lose the ability to understand what it feels and looks like. Is her heart racing? Does she feel flushed or shaky? Does she clench her jaws at night? Is she breaking out in hives? Does she cry for no reason? Laugh inappropriately during difficult conversations? Fly off the handle over something that seems inconsequential? You can see where I’m going here…those crazy girl hormones, right? Better to just think of it as a phase.

For too many women, however, the phase never ends. It’s lives spent never expressing anger at all and believing that they don’t have the right or ability to do so without great risk.

Interestingly, the reasons men and women tend to get angry differ. A 15-year study of girls and women found that there are three primary causes of anger that are not the same in men: feelings of powerlessness, injustice, and other people’s irresponsibility.

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Does ey cry for no reason? Go silent inappropriately during seemingly simple conversations? Fly off the handle over something that seems inconsequential? You can see where I’m going here… those bad dysregulated brains, right? Better to just think of it as a way of being.

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Plump seal

[ID: drawing of a fat young seal, very round around the middle, floating vertically in water with only the upper half of its head breaking the surface. the water is clear and green and sunlit, the seal is grey above the water and filtered green below it. /end ID.]

oh gentle and knowing eyes… oh the slightest glimmer of mischief… yes

the way I express (or rather, don’t express)

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the way I express (or rather, don’t express) my most acute moments of emotion definitely isn’t healthy (see: burst capillary) and I want to work on changing that. I’ve been afraid/averse to being noisy the way my mom is - externalizing every irritation into stomping aroun, clanging pots and pans, yelling, berating. calling things filthy and disgusting. but I can cry audibly without being like that. letting myself make a sound isn’t going to turn me into her, and saying “I’m angry. I don’t think that’s fair.” slightly above normal speaking volume while along in the shower isn’t going to either. I deserve to give my feelings a longer leash for expression than “silent where nobody can see me”